Can She Be Heard

So many things are going on, all around me. Will things get better? Will people stop to ask them self, what can I say or do? Love is slipping away by the min. Earth quakes are going on every were. I ask my self Am I Awake? Am I Awake to make a change. Am I Awake to help the helpless? I don't have the answers, to every thing. But I do know something is coming. Am I Awake to be on the look out, for sorrow times are up on us. Right now they are working on, how to change the money over, to a finger print. Who's Awake to know that the end is near! I'm not trying to pull you down no, the world dose that every day. I just want to know who is Awake. If you are Awake then you know that Jesus is standing up. Want be long now. Am I Awake I hope so, working hard by the grace of God. New mercy I see every day no time to sleep, No One Has Time to waste. Things that are going to happen in the world, will not happen to Gods people. Am I Awake yes I am, I look for his retur...

Who knew or knows the cost of life. Who can pay for life,love and freedom. We look for love and other people and a lot of us never find what we hope for. The cost of love should be for our Lord and Savior but he's the last one we reach out to. I'll never know the cost of his love for me, I know that it cost him his blood. To be real with my self would be letting Jesus in and letting him teach me the cost. But because I can't see Him, I fight against what I can't see. So I turn to what I can see and holed on, this cost me "BIG TIME.". The cost is not cheap because I end up with so mush sadness. When it's so much easier to open up to Jesus. Who payed the cost? It wasn't me it wasn't you. We walk around like every one kneeds us. When we are in kneed of the same thing, the world is in kneed of. Jesus is the Cost and I'm glad he called my name. The BLOOD of Jesus was the "COST."

I heard that it's been said you made it by a wing and a prayer. Some how I can't go along with this. Some times you can't pray some times, you don't know how to pray. There are times you just can't find the words. When your in a hard place and you need a word, it's not the wing and a prayer, that helps you to make it over. You got to know that Jesus Loves me to make it! That's how I made it that's how you are making it. Jesus Loves me to make it, over everything that stood or stands in my way. He knows me Jesus knows, when my back is up against the wall and I'm at my weaks. His Love comes in and He Loves me to make it. Jesus Loves me to make it when I can't see my way. Even when I want to give up, His Love helps me to make it. Yes Jesus Loves me to make it. It was Jesus prayer in the garden of gethsemane He prayed a pray that know man could pray. Yes even then in His darkest hour Jesus yet, Loves me to make it. He was yet t...

To day I fly I fly high above my pain. When I think about my pain, it no longer holes me down. I've learned to take what I need and take what I want. Now that doesn't mean that I'm stepping on people, I'm just not letting people step on me. To day I fly the sun is bright and it's all over me, my hopes my dreams are standing right before me. Every thing about me I now love,to day I fly because I am loved by me and my family, I say me first because it about me, my life no one else. To day I fly in to the wind and I see all that's before me. The Lord Jesus is with me all the way, how do you think I cloud have made it, with everything that been against me. I'm not going to talk about money why should I. God has opened up some big doors for me. I learned how to "REPOSITION my self, To day I fly tomorrow will just have to wait, wait on me. I'll see you when I get there and I will get there. But to day I FLY.

It's long over due, I have let my life pass me by day after day, year after yare.  So much time that I have wasted looking for some one else, to make me happy giving so much of my self to some one who didn't even know them self.  Not knowing I was so un healthy I cloud not understand that It, was me. You only do the things that you know to do, you can only become what you know.  If mess is all  around you, than there is a fight, a fight that has to come from you.  Fighting to get out of  the dark place, that has closed in on you.   It's long over due it's my time, It's long over due yes it's my time, to live to in joy what has pass me by for so long.  I have taken back control over who I was to become and I can say that "IF IT HAD NOT BEEN FOR THE LORD" on my side, I would have been consumed by the pain and hurt and disappointment, time and time again it  wanted  to take from me.  It's long over due I was "Waiting on God ....

She takes her place in the woman, that She has now become. No one can tell her who's she is. SHE know's were she came from and she know's were she's going. She won't look back She became strong throw all the beat downs of her life. She stood throw all the hurt an pain,stood throw being talk about from love ones and beeing misunderstood over and over again. She over came all of those things that for so long stood in her way. She learned that I'm every thing that's great and sweet and beautiful in life. She has gained strength throw her weakness. She learn how to give her self love. She sees her self worth an stand with her head held high She fells good and her life is new. SHE will be heard in so many ways. Can she be heard? "Yes indeed She became Me.

Male gives life female carries the life, each of them that take care of this life. It's the woman that has giving so much of her self to this life.  I'm not saying that man has not giving much of him self to this life.  But what I will say is that it  is always momma baby an daddy maybe, maybe I will keep my kid to night, maybe I will spend time with them or maybe I will take them some where. I just might spend money on them this time. The woman always has to stand the test of time with the life that has came in to the world, she can't walk away or can she?  If she dose then she will be known as a no good B*#* an you know the rest of that story.  She can't live it down know body will let her.  But he can walk away an never look back, never make a phone call or send money on "HIS own SEED".  Funny how that gose life, life that we bring into the world when we are making love or ha...