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To Day I Fly

To day I fly I fly high above my pain. When I think about my pain, it no longer holes me down. I've learned to take what I need and take what I want. Now that doesn't mean that I'm stepping on people, I'm just not letting people step on me. To day I fly the sun is bright and it's all over me, my hopes my dreams are standing right before me. Every thing about me I now love,to day I fly because I am loved by me and my family, I say me first because it about me, my life no one else. To day I fly in to the wind and I see all that's before me. The Lord Jesus is with me all the way, how do you think I cloud have made it, with everything that been against me. I'm not going to talk about money why should I. God has opened up some big doors for me. I learned how to "REPOSITION my self, To day I fly tomorrow will just have to wait, wait on me. I'll see you when I get there and I will get there. But to day I FLY.

It's Long Over Due.

It's long over due, I have let my life pass me by day after day, year after yare.  So much time that I have wasted looking for some one else, to make me happy giving so much of my self to some one who didn't even know them self.  Not knowing I was so un healthy I cloud not understand that It, was me. You only do the things that you know to do, you can only become what you know.  If mess is all  around you, than there is a fight, a fight that has to come from you.  Fighting to get out of  the dark place, that has closed in on you.   It's long over due it's my time, It's long over due yes it's my time, to live to in joy what has pass me by for so long.  I have taken back control over who I was to become and I can say that "IF IT HAD NOT BEEN FOR THE LORD" on my side, I would have been consumed by the pain and hurt and disappointment, time and time again it  wanted  to take from me.  It's long over due I was "Waiting on God ....

SHE.

She takes her place in the woman, that She has now become. No one can tell her who's she is. SHE know's were she came from and she know's were she's going. She won't look back She became strong throw all the beat downs of her life. She stood throw all the hurt an pain,stood throw being talk about from love ones and beeing misunderstood over and over again. She over came all of those things that for so long stood in her way. She learned that I'm every thing that's great and sweet and beautiful in life. She has gained strength throw her weakness. She learn how to give her self love. She sees her self worth an stand with her head held high She fells good and her life is new. SHE will be heard in so many ways. Can she be heard? "Yes indeed She became Me.

Who gives life

Male gives life female carries the life, each of them that take care of this life. It's the woman that has giving so much of her self to this life.  I'm not saying that man has not giving much of him self to this life.  But what I will say is that it  is always momma baby an daddy maybe, maybe I will keep my kid to night, maybe I will spend time with them or maybe I will take them some where. I just might spend money on them this time. The woman always has to stand the test of time with the life that has came in to the world, she can't walk away or can she?  If she dose then she will be known as a no good B*#* an you know the rest of that story.  She can't live it down know body will let her.  But he can walk away an never look back, never make a phone call or send money on "HIS own SEED".  Funny how that gose life, life that we bring into the world when we are making love or ha...

Love

Love is a simple  word.   Love is a word that people say weather they mean it ,may take some time.   If I say I love you, an it's  just on my lips who am I trying to fool.  Love, has it been good to you,or has it been a hurting thing?   " Love is humble an it's so sweet to those who use it with tender care.  Love is a action word an it comes with respect.  If you respect love,  should't  love respect you?    You have to look at the person that you have in your life that's telling you, "I Love You"  Love will bring you joy not pain.  Love will fell your hart with so much life.  Love gives all that it has to give and it will all ways give it's "Best".  It will never take from you an leave you hurting.  Love all ways meet your needs.   "Love takes  out  time to find out who you are, an what can make you be the best in life.  Remember if you are good to love , love will be...

Can She.

Can she in joy who she is? Do she know who she is? Can she believe in her self? She has to understand her self. That she is "Worth so much more. Life come from her she pushes life out of her. That life grows an grows and it becomes something. Can she "smile freely or is there Pain in her eyes. From her fellings not being Heard I would hope that she look at her self an tell her self. That I am a Woman I have life inside of me. I'm not cheap at all my maid is great an strong. And I will not let you pull me down. Life is what I make it and I'm going to make it the best because. I won't the best an why shouldn't I have the best! "CAN SHE". "YES SHE CAN."